
Months, then years, flow in
like waves, they lap against our lives
washing ground up dreams along the shore
Dreams of all we had to leave
upon the shelf
So much darkened distance now
from certain past experiences
on which I, so longingly, need to draw
How I pine
for a single drop
of cob-webbed wisdom…
Day to day moments we share
they walk the blade-edge of pleasantness
I feel my nerves tingle with distaste
my head corrects me
says ‘love love love’
and I back down again, staring out of windows
but the anger, the impotence
where do they go
Sinking into the water-table of frustration
running beneath the surface
searching for an ocean
Perched upon the bonnet of a car
I’m watching the sun set through a heat-haze
rising from the tarmac all around me
the beauty is filling me, I don’t want to leave
Don’t want to return to that cage we’ve made
where you and I sit
in tortured silence for all time
thinking of things not to say
and things we’ll never do
And you say
‘I am blue
like the sea on winter days’
And I say
‘I am red
like the fire raging in the forest’
and we’re both green
like allotments, overgrown and wild
And yet
all the things we could have had
we could still have
Split the atoms
beneath an island sky
I’m so close to splitting atoms
beneath an island sky
O, how I pine
for a single drop
of cob-webbed wisdom…
[2009]
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Lots of beautiful imagery here but that photo settles differently in me…
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Thanks 🙂 I guess the ‘anger and the impotence’ weren’t leading to a river after all, more like a nuclear blast…
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Beautiful imagery!!! ❤️❤️ Well penned!
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Ah Thank you! I’m so pleased you liked it.
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You’re welcome!
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Many lines in here I relate to. Especially the tortured silence.
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I don’t miss that place I was back then 🥺 This is my reminder to never return.
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You’ll have to share that map.
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Reblogged this on By the Mighty Mumford and commented:
MORE COMPLEX THAN THE FIRST ONE I READ—WELL-WOVEN STORY
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Love the poem, but with the photo it has me pondering a whole new meaning to it all. Thanks for giving me something to think about.
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Thanks Geri and I’m glad to get the brain cells fired 🙂 Really pleased you enjoyed.
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