
Friday night, we walked along the beach
talking over a static sea
through all we wearily witnessed this year
still we speak in riddles
the way men often do
It only gets harder as you get older
weighed down by expectation
You didn’t turn to face me
kept your eyes fixed on the horizon
said ‘she’s pregnant’
with a pregnant pause
Black boots kicking stones across wet sand
choking out my congratulations
the selfish gene loudly screaming
‘another friend gone’
and all the drinks we shared, all that crazed fun
the possibility of our youth
all the talk for very different futures
slowly chipped away or in fruition
gently eroded or made good somehow
Friday night we walked along the beach
as you drifted a little further from me
I wore my catastrophic guilt
all the way to my quiet home
Friday night, we walked along the beach
for the last time in a long time
drinking cans and cracking jokes
Sunday night, we passed upon the high street
you leant in close and stammered
‘she’s no longer pregnant’
and we wept in each other’s arms…
[2017]
Thanks for reading.
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Thank you for the flower all those years ago. My sincere apologies for not replying sooner!
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All good!! ☺️🌷
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I love how this piece conjures a wistful feeling for me, and ends with a happy sadness. 🙂
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Thanks! I’m glad you enjoyed. A happy sadness is a good summation. Or a tragedy shared. 👍🏼
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I needed another moment on this….lol..love the poem but i know there is still something i will discover beyond the words and verses..
So i’ll come back😉
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Ah thank you. I consider that a great compliment 🙂
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Quite a rollacoaster emotional experience.
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I’ll take that as a compliment Cassa 🙂 I do like a good emotional rollercoaster… my favourite to read and to write. Thanks for reading this one.
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Yes it was a compliment. You poem took me for a ride. 🙂
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Brilliant my friend… A perfectly raw and real write. I remember this one clearly from your book 💜
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Thank you Bree 🙂 ‘Raw and real’, I like that. If only every poem could come out that way. Thanks for reading.
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Raw and real is a perfect description. Extremes of sadness!
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